The Honey in the Lion

The honey in the lion sounds like a delicious thing––

A gentle balm capable of subduing

The cruelest of monsters.

According to the stars and tattooed,

You fancied yourself king of the jungle––

Lazy in hot African afternoons.

Golden and tawn with sleepy sun-gold eyes,

Shaggy mane, muzzle red with

The blood of a gazelle.

Did you think me such easy prey?

Or was I so much fermented honey,

Only a sweet intoxicant.

Sun warmth seeps from jungles of cold concrete.

I mistook your gargoyle wings

For those of a guardian angel’s.

I overlooked your rough skin, your

Crooked hawk nose and your skinny ribs,

And assigned fine things in you that didn’t exist.

So duped, I acquiesced to your slimy kiss.

Your mouth a neglected cemetery,

Teeth a row of mossy tombstones.

Vampire. Incubus. Your seduction like grotesque death.

You named me tempest in a teacup,

But I was the eye of the storm.

Until the night the eye was eradicated

And the storm blew in,

Striking me dumb with your sound and fury.

But no spattered blood and no spreading bruise

To be found in the pattern of the kaleidoscope.

No cause for alarm.

Today I am lost in a picture show,

A beautiful world coloured by nostalgic past.

Women’s lips the vivid red print of a velvet valentine.

Head in the Clouds, I fantasize about a certain scene.

Because you think violence is sexy––

Retaliation—dominatrix in my dream.

Give me an eye for my eye,

For all the eyes you plucked, from women and breadwinners.

Give me blood running down your back, sweet as honey.