The heroin needle
You told me your addiction isn't my problem. Then why did it make me feel like this?

As thoughts taunt me
I become overwhelmed with fear
Fear and love
Wishing you were here
An imagination clear as day
The needle
Your skin
What should I say
Tell you I love you
To be shut out
Scream to get better
But it doesn't work to shout
And this drug destroys us
And destroys your soul
The person I once knew
Is swallowed whole
The devil
Making you a demon
As I look at you
I wonder if I can see him
Well see you
If you`re still there
Your blue eyes
Are hazed over with a demonic stare
As you nod in and out
And look at your texts
You feel hurt in your heart
And pain in your chest
But the needle solves the hardest test
And you feel your thoughts of me are put to rest
But I still seem obsessed
Because I can`t let go
You were the person I loved
The one who knows
Me in and out
Like the back of his hand
Secrets incapable of being kept
You weren't just my man
You were my best friend
You gave me advice
You`d calm me down
If I suddenly thought I had lice
Or I thought my room was inhabited by mice
You`d point out everything, even my greatest vice
You`d let me know right from wrong
And sing something even if it wasn't my favorite song
But when you left the thoughts of the needle crawled in deep
And as I slept sprawled up next to my feet
Maybe it wasn`t you who needed me
But I ask you how could you not see
With your needle your love was shifted
But it was you whom I was addicted
About the Creator
Tracy Rose
Just a survivor and her writings. ❤️




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