The Great Divide

I feel it again and again

it keep coming back

holding me in its tight hands

and I wake up

thinking circles never ends

I wake up with my eyes full of tears

I have no other choice

I have to get through my own fear

it comes and goes again

and I don’t know what’s real

the experiments seems to fail

and I keep on loosing my own feelings

I don’t trust nobody as they don’t trust me

my body have grown but my mind

is still a part of the child

who have lost its path

these thoughts are tearing me apart

i’m beyond the great divide

the cracked long terrain of my mind

I wish I’d grow gardens there

and make it your favourite place

but I have lost myself in endless space

all I want

is to find my way home

and nothing else