The dream of you

The dream of you...

There's something about awakening

that is of senseless indifference

to the ultimate within

and without us

that one

that works through

and for

and against us

but with us

that few who embark on the path that is of the all that is left

some how

if you woke up on the right side

we both ended up right where we are

awake in the same place

yet I went this way

and you go that way

Else where ?

Where else ?

There is no where to go

There's nothing else to do

But what it does.

and some how some way

we're right where we always were

so if you're right

then am I all that's left ?

what is there left

that I can do

before it just starts to look right?

When does it

become a good mourning ?

and will it still be a good night ?

when I lost myself through the hard way here

I found that

I am no self

no other

no different

no better

no worse

not blessed

nor cursed

the spaces

In between

but an illusory

isolationist mentality

The abomination our ego builds

for us

A false reality

Perceptions of incomprehensible totality

No beginning

no finality

so long as these energies

and atoms

vibrate those spaces in between

no separate

no other

no two

nor three

every microcosm of you

and you're being

a reflection of the macro

A finite infinity

it is in you and

it is in me

and we are in it

and it is just we

us

all

one

a fractal-ing

A happening

annihilated

and created

forever and ever

in the never ending moment

the ultimate reality

that is you

that is me

that is

so I do mean what I say when I speak those stoic phrases

The only way I can seem to paraphrase this endless archaic controlled mosaic

That stays the same but always changes

I'm always with you and you're always with me

there is no great expanse

that can displace this notion

Every second filled

with second

Chances

as you are being

still being in motion

just like the waving

of the whole of the ocean

yet we mourn

the waves of consciousness

we call them humanity

you wave

I wave back

and when two waves collide

whirlpool intact

spiraling

spinning

chaotic and ceaseless

there was never a mystery

we just had to wake up and see this.

We wave hello

we wave goodbye

It's only bad because we crash on the shore

and then fade back into sea of our unreality

be still my heart

be still my thoughts

still as the implosive nova

of super cosmic cataclysms

like fire works celebrating eternity

look up!!

there you are

A light that echoes through time

The shooting beam

The illuminated tar

and as you look back

there is me

And all that surrounds us is

A love so deep

So close

And so far

You can reach out and touch it

It's all that you are

it is quite literally

the only thing there is

ever was

and ever will be

forever and ever

fall apart

melt into the fray

With me

and fantastical fantasms of

paradoxical beauty

of you become me

and we

become thee

om

The first thing ever spoken

Is no mystery

I hear it

I see it

And so do you

and so do we

It is as it should be

The only thing ever said

sounds and looks

like the moment

that followed

the silence that preludes

all

Awake

Fall asleep

(The dream of you)

Dream❤️

Paramārthādhārin

-JGS