
Growing up in shadows where light rarely treads. My father, the Devil, with whispers of dread. His pride was a prize, so elusive and cold, A father’s approval, worth more than gold.
“Be my little outlaw,”
his dark voice would say, And for just a smile, I’d blindly obey. Through streets of rebellion, I followed his lead, Craving his nod, his approval, and my need.
But the love he showed was twisted and scarred, Only when law was broken and hearts were marred. I played the role, his little renegade, In the shadows of his pride, my innocence decayed.
Now I bear the weight of a tarnished name, A record etched with regret and shame. Every day is a struggle, a battle to survive, In the wreckage of a past where I tried to thrive.
The Devil’s outlaw, once his pride and joy, Now lost in the ruins, just a broken boy. Dreams turned to dust, hopes drowned in pain, All for a father’s approval, sought in vain.
I look in the mirror, see the scars on my soul, Wishing for redemption, a chance to be whole. But his shadow lingers, a curse I can’t shake, A father’s twisted love, a life’s bitter mistake.
Growing up when the Devil’s your dad. The path to approval is twisted and sad. Now I pay the price for the love I sought, In a life filled with struggle, in battles still fought.
For the Devil’s pride, I lost my way, Now in the darkness, I fight to stay. A heartbreaking tale of a love so flawed, Where the Devil’s approval was all I ever sawed.
About the Creator
C. D. Guzman
After a long 18 years I am finally a free man.
Welcome to my therapy, my thoughts, my struggles, my life.




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