The Crumbs of Blame

I do blame you

I do blame you for all your faults and actions

I do blame you for your lack of compassion

I do blame you for all that happened

Because my mistakes were a hit against ME

My mistakes didn’t make ME happy

My mistakes still pleased you

My mistakes were made in your point of view

All I cared about was what you’d do

If I stopped letting myself be used

You’d leave

And you did

Just as you weren’t getting what you wanted

Oh no, my feelings never mattered

I finally set a boundary

And you gave me a ladder

Knowing how hard it was not to climb

Knowing that I’d fall time after time

You knew what was best for me

And you still did what was “best” for you

Well now I’ll never beg and plead

For what was never true

“No, no, no. You are NOT a piece of meat to me. That's so far from the truth. I thought we both satisfied each other. Thus we do what we do.”

That was a message you sent me

How does that make any sense, please

Elaborate don’t fabricate your manipulative ways

I was a piece of meat

That’d you’d continue to eat

Until you were full

And I was empty

My body, plenty

My heart, an enemy

…And then you left in silence…

As a coward does

But even the quietest

Will be left with crumbs

Well I hope you savor them

Because once you’re done, you’re done

I hope you never have another meal

Starve.

Starve

Starv

Star

Sta

St

S

Until you’re dead and gone