The bigger person

I know that I am not this perfect dude

But I try to be from actions that I show you to

Be the best that I can be and give my all to you

Cause what I saw in you made me trip and fall for you girl

See baby you ARE the one

But now I’m angry and I’m dangerous when holding a gun

I tried to off myself a couple times, but if I did I decided I was finally done.

Yeah….

I ain’t really feeling myself. I been drinking and smoking I’m out here killing myself.

I got voices in my head saying get rid of yourself and I got people telling me to pop a perc it’ll help.

But you can’t chose the path you wanna go through without going through the things that you’re supposed to go through.

I just want you in my arms, you don’t want me to hold you. You couldn’t handle the pressure and let it unfold you.

These type of things were meant to break us apart and you ended up just breaking my heart. I know times can be tough. We didn’t get this far because we had love. We both relied on our trust. Believe that.

But now it’s over and I really need some closure I just wish I could’ve told her that I couldn’t adjust. I wanna hold her wish we would’ve been closer take things a little slower I still haven’t gave up.

Yet time is going slow and there’s nothing that I can do to make it go faster and faster. All I know how to do is get more faded than Casper.

Can’t believe I fell in love with a professional actor.

I am the reason for the causes of all of your actions. You moved on so I’m moving on to my next chapter.

Ever since we separated I just decorated all my feelings cause I can’t help to think what happens after.

That’s cause you’re the other half of me. I know you’re mad at me what happened was a tragedy. We got mistakes we can’t go back and fix and if we could I wouldn’t be here writing this.

You got me all in my bag. I’m not perfect and I know about the flaws that I have I’m not glad to be the person I am. It’s because of my past. I just grew up to fast.

I’ll hold on to the memories that you threw in the trash.