Tempting My Faithful Loyalty

A day that is unforgettable is the day when you jumped into my inbox.

Big smile emoji and the sweetest of words leaving me conflicted.

Cant just be in my faithful era as i am without you interfering.

Don't call when you are sitting in your car about ignite our common bliss.

Every time we FT during our daily smoke sessions in your car I get excited.

Forget in-person dates, we have our virtual dinner smoke & vibe session daily.

Give me all your undivided attention as I am busy making sure you see me in my best light.

How can you stare deep into my soul and not make a move on me.

I see you undressing me with your eyes and its turning me on ALOT.

Just as you said you were going to do, you did, you took your sweet time.

Keep staring into my eyes with your deep dark eyes & beautiful smile.

Longing to be in your arms and your lips against mine. I digress

Mind you we made an agreement to be respectful friends.

Not realizing that the daily convos made us want each other more.

Openly said I wanted to physically be with you. You replied with "same"

Possibly we could be together but i think you were hesitant due your situation

Quietly you snuck on facetime calls to have any type of communication with me.

"Right now, I'm laying here rubbing myself thinking of you." you proclaim to me

"Stop making me blush" I say in the most flirtatious way I know how.

Then sudden circumstances make its way between us and cause a huge divide

Unknowingly to yourself, you already were drifting away because you & I both felt the future.

Vivid conversations turned into 2-word short sentences that did not satisfy my eagerly awaiting soul.

Watching my phone to see when you would text me or even call me became torture.

X-ray my brain now, because a study should be done on the process of my thinking

Your words are now embedded in my head & i can't let go of the words you claimed were true.

Zilch was offered to me after the heart break , however i am mending my self back together.