tears of remembrance

tears falling down my dark blue marble eyes

tears transparent in color

reflective, like my mirror

see through, like my spiritual body

but the feeling is dense

and i long to feel the lightness of my spirit again

there's a portal in my eyes

into them i see the skies

i am infinite in a finite body

still i wonder how my spirit looks like right now

how can i be still

without being stagnant?

i hear all the things i think people say about me

i think of missing me

the voice in the back is

like a laser beamed rainbow

my intuition whispers

accepting is not settling and i surrender

into an ocean of psychedelic color

of openness, ambiance and infinite possibility

my vulnerability is my strength

my eyes turn grey when my vision is blurred

tears surface to clear the dust of what is heavy and old

from the windows of my soul

to bring clarity

i'm getting polished

look how they sparkle now

the glimmer in a crystal

like the twinkle in my eyes

into them i see the skies

i breathe new life into me

i feel soft hues radiating from my heart

of rose and indigo

i feel light waves in the palette of a sunset

warming my core

may i stay in surrender

who i am in essence

from her i can't be disconnected

i am stuck with me

i just chose to forget

i just lost sight of her presence

but i could never be separate

for i am divine

i chose to be me ahead of time