
here, it's that moment in the meditation when the top of my head opens
and becomes the top of your head
and the person you slept with last night
but also the head of the difficult one, who drives you nuts
the head of all of those who still are bravely alive
even though so many of us died
it's mostly yellow and orange
someone could call it an aura but I call it the sun
it's when I'm not here as a thought and I can take the body off like a dress
dress is always red - made of your deepest desires but wait...
sometimes it's black
it's a funeral of an ex lover and I'm looking up at the ceiling
yellow and orange
the consciousness of a green leaf, hissing like an ocean
which could easily be a sky
because you are upside down
head stand without the head, the idea of nirvana
glass of water or wine, doesn't really matter, you can dive in, no body, hey
no mind
white light, open space, the interconnectedness of it all and finally lack of the words
like in a zen koan - the lights will vanish too
and the idea of color will go last before samadhi, love, togetherness
it's that moment, now.
About the Creator
Kat Janicka
I am an energy healer, yoga and meditation teacher.
I am pursuing a PhD at the California Institute of Integral Studies. I hold an MA in Slavic Studies and an MFA in Creative Writing from Jagiellonian University.


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