Sunday Broken Chains

You took a toll on me, my chakra was off

I couldn't sleep in in bed when you were there.

Your body was asleep but your mind was awake, but analyzing my every move.

It began to overwhelm my mind.

Just as you wanted, to control me.

Separated myself to heal.

but I still don't feel whole without you.

Your hands, they are a map of your life. Our life

We both struggled.

I remember my first look at you. I felt that feeling everyone talks about.

I remember our last look at each other. The sadness in our eyes, last touching your hand as I left.

I repaired my heart and put myself back together again.

And guess who's here. You.

And me.

We can still have our time. Ill come visit my love. Play on on beach with you.

You standing up for that creature we found; that creature, deserved that chance.

I want to describe our love as kinetic, ethereal and dangerous.

The rush when our hands would touch, my heart would skip a beat.

Feeling lifeless and whole at the same time.

Last night I couldn't sleep...........I woke up feeling your pain. No words can describe that feeling.

But I know you're here with me and I can feel you down my spine.

Please stop!! It hurts

Once you let go. Its mine.

I can stop it. I told you I was practicing.

Oh but you forget, I'm learning to control those you have wrapped around my neck.

There is nowhere that is next for us yet.

But we know....... said with smile.

-ej