as I suffer inside
on the outside my smile becomes even bigger
so I can appear to others that whilst i am broken inside
I am still smiling on the outside
conceal .
And after weeks of morning this relationship I came to the realisation that I needed me a bit more than he ever deserved
forced to love my own company
because one comes and ten will leave
it hurts a bit more each time
i am so caught up on how happy i used to be
I eat my dinner with loneliness and sadness
beneath my smile is the comfort of my betrayal
I bury myself in fake smiles and force laughter because I’m afraid of my own emotional truth
He left me alone forever that the only company I have on my thoughts and feelings
About the Creator
Whiskey At Dusk
Guess the whiskey was more important to you in the end, wasn’t it? It was more than the well-being of your friends; more vital than showing up to the places you promised you would and could come to; more critical of a matter than fulfilling your damn responsibilities and getting the press off your back.
By Snarky Lisa5 days ago in Humans
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