Stuck in Sunshine

Every sad song still reminds me of you

Everything I do wrong

Makes it harder to prove

That I have moved on

I've done all I can do

But clearly I'm not as strong as you

I've been focused on myself

Trying everything new

Growing in to a broader comfort zone

I'd say I've improved

But when the melody hits

And the lyrics commute

My brain rushes to

Our year of love and dispute

It's funny how I stayed so

Mindlessly mute

During the tension we let

Violently loose

Don't know why I didn't understand it was us

Making me want to hang up a

Noose

Stuck in Love

Was our unbearable truth

You were my home

I'm still very confused

How love is so strong

I almost craved your abuse

Mentally wronged

Damned,

no resolute

We tried rigorously to continuously troubleshoot,

But there's no such thing as an

Abet substitute

I think when I cry

To the saddest of tunes

I'm saying goodbye

To what wasn't true

To the feelings of hope

That I never knew

To the doubts of eloping

To my depressional muse

Some things are missed

Many memories cherished

But the person in which I was with

No longer exists; she perpetually perished

Once I realized I deserved better

Used to call her my sunshine

Now I'm prepared for the weather