Stuck

Stuck

There’s nothing worse than being stuck in your own head.

I feel like I am going crazy

What is my issue?

Why am I feeling..

Anxious

Disconnected

Uninspired

Pessimistic

Hopeless

To go from one to another in a day.

Life is a rollercoaster ride.

Sometimes I welcome it

Other times I just anticipate it being over.

Life’s journey.

I try to pass off my mental health as normal.

But the real question is, what is normal?

Am I normal? (8/28/2020)

The feeling of Stuck is definitely the feeling for today. (8/29/2020)

Am I hopeless?

Am I depressed?

Am I just?

There’s so much I yearn to do.

To be.

To be a healer, to help those in need, to gain clarity to the worlds harsh lessons. To be a healer in a new way.

Birthcharts

Astrological signs

Crystals

Natural medicine and herbs

Art therapy

Nature therapy

A healer in a new way.

An absurd way.

A non traditional way.

A way where no other path has gone.

A natural healer.

I long to be a writer writing my most honest truths about myself and how I perceive the world only to gain insight and understanding about myself to themselves. Writing about my story.. that could possibly help others, scares me.

To be successful.

Or

To fail.

Maybe I should get started on my story and how I wish others to understand.

Are these poems?

Or my unfiltered thoughts scattered onto the screen for strangers to read and maybe identify somewhere in this are themselves?

You decide.