sometimes

sometimes I miss you

I began to want to cry

than I recall all you have done and said to me

in these past few months

it makes me wants to fall apart

yet I still miss you

you made me cry, you made break, you shut me out

and throw me away

some people wonder why I still care for you

it's only because

I miss him more.

I miss him More than I could ever miss you

you were supposed to be my parents

yet most of your actions towards me has cause me pain

there was a joy but it's hard to remember joy

when j0y was Is overlayed by pain

pain that sinks into your heart, soul and brain

pain that makes you scared

pain that makes me you cry

I cannot forgive you, but I also can't hold

what you have done againest me

unless you force me to.

I hate my name, I hate How late it took to realize

what you truly are

I hate even more being mere blocks away from you

I hate how he hates me and I hate how you treat me

the past 7 months of my life have gone by in Flash

but I am no longer in pain or getting yelled at

I have been shown true love, I Have been given true family

I have been given more than you can ever have given me

so yes sometimes I miss you

but sometimes I don't at all

I could go my whole life without thinking about you

but I won't and I Can't

I'm Sorry you couldn't see the value in me

Sometimes I let go

and sometimes I don't

you will never read this because you

don't seem to ever care

so doesn't matter what say

because I'm not in your house anymore

I DON'T HAVE TO SHUT UP OR GO BY THE RULE. WHAT HAPPENS IN THIS HOUSE STAYS IN THIS HOUSE.

because I am free and someday soon but not too soon people will know what you have done.