Red faced and flabbergasted kick start my attack
Awkward words and muscle spasms is how it begins
Twitching and stammering for self control I'm at a loss for words
Anxiety hits high and fractures my words
Incomplete sentences is like feeding the birds
Panick stricken I look for a way out
Much like turrets I might as well shout
Crowds of my friends know how it ends
I search for a way to make myself amends
With quick wit and I'll willed phrases
I turn around many pedestrian gazes
Anxiety hits high and fractured my words
Incomplete sentences is.much like feeding birds
Panick stricken I look for a way out
Much like turrets I might as well shout
Sweat is beading on my forehead and brows
Just how much is what my body allows
Weak knees and brain fog almost full on
This is the worst feeling ever and that is not a con.
Anxiety hits high and fractured my words
Incomplete sentences is much like feeding birds
Panick stricken I look for a way out
Much like turrets I might as well shout.
Blood pressure is now stabilizing and I am ease
God damn I hate this fucking disease
Learning to cope in an instantaneous society
Is very difficult while hosting a stress induced anxiety
In modern day practice we are told of mindfulness
This just adds to my fucking stress
Anxiety hits high and fractures my words
Incomplete sentences is much like feeding the birds
Panic stricken I look for a way out
Much like turrets I might as well shout.
About the Creator
M.g.M
Writing is my creative tool to express emotional triggers and learn to adapt and excell my personal path of healing and linguistic wordsmithing. A lot of what I write does not always make it here. Most from now on will be here.
'20/20'
"Do It Again" the track that would ultimately open the Beach Boys final album on Capitol Records which was released on February 10th 1969 had originally been released as a single in August of 1968. The track was the first of many post-Pet Sounds era throwbacks to the early Beach Boys sound which would become continually more cliched and eventually lead the Beach Boys to the level of self-parody they would eventually succumb to in the 1980s while their closest contemporaries The Beatles nearing the end of their run in 1969 would go on to be viewed as the most influential band of all time. However, the song itself is not bad on its surface, and it opens with a futuristic sounding (for 1969) drumbeat captured by then-Beach Boys engineer Stephen Desper using tape delays on the drums performed by Dennis Wilson and John Guerin. The song has been re-recorded numerous times over the years on various Beach Boys-related projects most notably the 2011 re-recording at Capitol studios featuring the five surviving Beach Boys at the time backed instrumentally by various members of both the Brian Wilson Band and Mike Loves touring "Beach Boys" to promote the then upcoming Beach Boys 50th Anniversary reunion tour in 2012. The hammering and power drill sound at the end of the song was an excerpt from a track called "Workshop" that was to be a part of the uncompleted "SMiLE" album.
By Sean Callaghan7 days ago in Beat
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