Sick Of You

I'm so sick of it

and the way you're always playing it,

I'm so sick of you

and the way you keep playing me like you do.

Back at it again

put my lust first,

didn't stand up for myself

it got worse.

Become another secret

but am i gonna keep it,

why you gotta hide

when you're not that shy.

Whats the point in playing

if you cant seem to win,

cause once you're done with me

you'll throw me in a bin.

I guess I ain't worth your love

but when you'll leave i'll rise above,

then you'll break the secret

when you find out that I made it.

Ask yourself this

would you like you if you met you,

secretes don't stay quiet for long

if you don't think that then you're wrong.

No need to keep secrets

just stay outta my business,

you said that you were out

so why are you back in this.

If you see me less

its because I'm doing more,

I'll hustle till my haters

brag bout me more,

on the other side of the door

I wont see you anymore,

open another door

so you can't hurt me no more.

Caught the pain again

after I lost adrenaline,

this type of bullshit

makes me turn to cocaine.

Find some space to be alone

cry it all out and even moan,

don't even go

anywhere near your phone,

then wipe away the tears

from your beautiful face,

stand up tall

stand with grace.

“i am just fine”,

“i am okay”,

these are bullshit lies

that strong women say.

Got your hand on my head

getting uneven in the bed,

50/0 or all the way

karma will hit you one day.

Disrespecting me cause

you don't even know how too fuck me,

yet I'm the idiot still sitting here

hoping to hear a cheer.

Time to earn some good

after screwing the wood,

shoulda coulda woulda

but I hid it in the hood.

If this happens again

let it contain a purpose,

learn through a bit of zen

shit I've been zen since i was 10.

I'll show you the life

that you've been missing,

I'll make you regret

the things that you forget,

the humble doesn't stumble

even when the egos out,

ego will rumble

I may have just mumbled,

then i thought about you

tripped, fell then tumbled.

Why are the good hearts so unlucky

with the love that crosses by,

love or lust it doesn't really matter

still sitting here wondering why.

I don't chase, I attract

what belongs to me will react,

while he was looking at me

I wasn't looking back.

Fool me once, shame on you,

fool me twice, what can I do,

fool me once, shame on you,

fool me twice, well fuck you.