Sick

Sick of games,

Sick of lies,

Sick of hurting,

Sick of living in disguise,

Sick of people pretending,

Sick of the veil so thin,

Sick of trying to justify,

Sick of going within,

Sick of people and circles,

Sick of going around,

Spiralling out of control,

Feet can’t get off the ground,

Why is life so hard,

Walls hit and you break,

Why do people always,

Just take and take and take,

Need to breathe fresh air,

Need to see the sun,

Can’t keep dealing with this,

Need to have some fun,

Need to go on adventure,

Need to stop these games,

Need to feel refreshed,

Need to stop feeling maimed,

Need to stop feeling hurt,

Need to stop feeling stressed,

Need to get back to,

The time of feeling blessed,

Need to stop the anxiety,

The hurt and clouds are tumbling,

My dreams are falling,

Energy is crumbling,

Can’t get up once more,

Pleased don’t be defeated,

You need to rise again,

My energies depleted,

My soul crises again,

Just one more time,

Get up just pull yourself,

Up you’ll be fine,

But what if I never am?

And all I have is faith,

What if i never get there,

But only have my grace,

Maybe that’s all I need,

To never have anything else,

Don’t need anyone,

Only need myself,

If people only hurt you,

Then maybe I’m better off alone,

Instead of playing game,

I’ll rise instead and grow,

So never give up,

Always stand tall,

And all I have to say,

Is watch me climb that wall,

You think that I can’t do it,

You think I am fake,

Well we will show it all,

For the world to wake,

This is never going to get better,

So I bid you adoiu,

Start myself afresh,

Build myself anew,

The winds of change are turning,

Won’t give up you see,

Because I know that I will rise,

Know that I’ll be free.