What if I just...
No, I shouldn't
But maybe...I mean what if I really did just
No
It could hurt couldn't it
It already does, at least this time I'll have somebody
You are somebody
I meant somebody else
What if I just threw caution to the wind? Heartbreak be damned
What if I finally just said it
I want someone and I want them to want me
It's nothing to be ashamed of...
It is nothing to be ashamed of
It's the loneliness talking, surely
I know better than to want
I made my choice
Solitude until a preferred point of understanding and healing
I'm consumed with FOMO
A future, a version of me that doesn't exist
That time may never come
What if I just...
'it's a fantasy-will you stop already, fantasy or not, the heart wants what it wants and I want love
'Company'
'you want company and that's okay'
What if I...
Would it be selfish?
It's not like my cup is full
It's not empty either
Still not enough to pour into someone else though
I'm aware
I'm also...human
Caution to the wind I say...
About the Creator
Amanda
Angst? Just an esoteric soul wrapped up in 21st-century BS hoping one day it'll make sense where I fit into all of it; one day I'll see the light at the end of the tunnel. For now... I write because if I spoke, the words might be lost
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