She Ruined Me

I find myself being jealous of the girl I used to be

maybe it was hell but at least she had all the support that she can see

she was abusing her power and now I'm here trying to make it better

but it's too hard cuz it's much more complicated than it seems

you see she left me torn into pieces like a broken machine

The girl I used to be planned everything out to the T

Stubborn enough not knowing one day she will be me