See you

Your eyes twinkle like stars,

But are as distant as mars.

I yearn to feel your breath again,

But all I can do is pretend.

Never to think to see you Gone,

But all I can do is long.

Tears are shed when I think,

But forgetting makes me sink.

I hate myself when I smile,

Haven't been happy in a while.

What does it mean?

Am I even seen?

A pebble in the ocean,

Filled with emotion.

I don’t see you.

I don’t see you.

Am I even near you?