S。

I’m crazy and I know it

Let me stalk you

Because I love you

If not im gonna throw a fit

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I’m crazy and I know it

Show me your ear

Like cinderella and her shoe

You have nothing to fear

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I’m crazy and you know it

Stalk me all you want

Because all I think about is you

Let me just rant

…

I chose to be with another guy

While you ran away with a girl

We lied to each other and said goodbye

While we let the truth unfurl

We both reached a dead-end

And we played pretend

…

I’m crazy and I know it

No matter what you do I can’t

I can’t comprehend

I can’t hate you

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I’m crazy and I know it

I’m always waiting

I’m waiting for that day

In which we can do things our way

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I’m crazy and I know it

I trust fate to bring us together

But, I don’t know what you want

I want to be with you forever

…

The emotions you left me became an addiction

To lose you is my greatest fear

However there’s a conviction

If I don’t make you mine

You can disappear

Authors Note: I originally wrote this in English. Thus, there is no Japanese version. The red spider lily usually represents death, sad memories, or looking forward to the day you meet again.