Red Dirt
excerpts from childhood memories in Jamaica

Has a grudge against white clothes
-Almost impossible to wash out
Kids dare each other to eat chunks of it
Some do it without
Craves it, says it tastes good.
The houses here have zinc roofs
Sometimes food is cooked outside over a fire.
Roads overlap with gulleys
bordered by wild nature
few shops, small town
word spreads fast
Draw water from tanks
Carrying buckets with naked handles are painful.
Wash clothes in plastic basin
Hang clothes on clothesline with clothespins
Careful not to drop them -the clothes
Catch the white ones! Let the colored ones fall!
You’ll have to wash the colored again
Since it’s colored you’ll be forgiven.
Scent of detergent is carried by the wind
Telling all your neighbors.
They’ll come to borrow some bleach or blue dye
-for their white clothes
But Grandma is stingy
Neighbors are lazy
A child gets sent out to go buy bleach and blue dye
I am the child who gets sent out to buy bleach and blue dye
Why me?! You have kids!
My slippers clap against my foot soles
And my soul is like the laundry;
Flailing in the wind
I’m new here, don’t know the place
I get anxious
But I found the shop, phew!
Everything is shelved
Held hostage behind a counter
Screaming:
(“YOU SHALL NOT PASS!”)
There’s one of everything here.
Vendor asks me what I want
I tell the man what I was told:
Bleach and blue dye.
He gives it to me, takes the money
There’s change left, and that's it
receipts do not exist in this town apparently.
I hope this is right,
Go back to the neighbors.
Why are you yelling at me?
I brought you bleach and blue dye.
This is the change I was given
Didn’t spend it on anything else
Prices raise? Not my problem
Don’t look at me that way please
It gives me anxiety
I feel bad, tho it’s not my fault
I return
Cousin left a freezer burned chicken out to thaw in the sunlight.
Later when they are talking
-they always talk
The black and brown maga dog, Tiger,
drags the thawed chicken away
Chicken heavy so it dragged it through the dirt
Cousin runs after the dog with a knife
Stones it
Me and my older sis watch in awe
Would she eat the chicken after recovering it?
Just let it have it.
Maga dog cries as it’s stoned and continues to eat chicken.
This... wouldn’t have happened if you had fed it
Man* comes and beat maga dog with a stick
Maga dog is afraid of Man*
Falls back
Abandons chicken
Does it matter now?
Who’s going to eat that?
Man* continues to beat Maga dog
His whimpers scratch at my soul
I stiffen at the sound of the hits.
Fleeing, Maga dog bumps into tub of dry white clothes
White clothes spill onto red dirt
Grandma yells
She orders us to retrieve the clothes- quickly!
Curses when she sees the dirt seeped in white
White stains easily.
She'll have to wash it all again, need more blue dye now
Might have to borrow some from neighbor.
I feel bad, tho, it's not my fault

Comments (2)
Beautifully written 👏✨
The original has spaced stanzas but vocal.media smushes everything into one.