Promises

Will things ever be easy?

Or will I be left to continuously hurt?

I want your arms to always wrap around me

Will my dream of us last forever?

I can't tell him how I feel in person

I get upset and never talk.

I want this love to be an easy love.

I don't want us to be a Romeo and Juliet

Will we ever have to not sneak around?

I just need to know the truth

I want people to know how much I love you

And I'm tired of being a stupid little secret!

For once in my life

I want love to be simple

To not all be a lie

This is killing me

I know I promised to stay with you

But I feel as though I already lost you

Do you even want me to be here anymore?

Or do you really truly love me?

"Hold on to her and never let her go,

If you truly truly love a girl."

Remember?

So why aren't you here tonight?

You know like you promised me?

Oh yeah you can't!

Cause everyone but your sister

Thinks we're single, I forgot...

Is there a point to keep trying?

Would we even last through one more year anyway?