Posture
Tanya Lei's Unofficial Challenge: Who do you Actually want to Be?
I wake to find all I was is gone in an instant.
No longer the unreliable narrator,
the fuckup, the addict.
No longer deceived by my own
charred conscience.
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As I stand, staring down the ravaged,
flesh-peeled reflection in the mirror,
a strange sensation stirs me,
gives me pause.
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No shame, no pain, no longer stained.
By blood, piss, vaginal residue and cum.
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The burden has shifted,
so much that I feel I’m missing
something.
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As my posture straightens,
not regret, the plaything of the past,
not the hangover of bad decisions—
something different,
uncharted territory.
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As a smile cracks my face,
I no longer curse my manhood,
no longer feel the need for ablations,
or to curse my vice-riddled libido.
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Control of self.
Unexpected glory.
Thanks for reading
Author's Notes: This is for the wonderful Tanya Lei's Unofficial Challenge: Who do you Actually want to Be?
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Paul Stewart
Award-Winning Writer, Poet, Scottish-Italian, Subversive.
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Comments (4)
Gritty and real and painfully honest. Chef’s kiss.
I remember this feeling, albeit a different combo of shadows. Becoming the person you want to be is a wonderful feeling ❤️
Fabulous I just want to be me 🏆✍️🏆
We always want to be seen on our own terms, though that seldom happens, excellent words