Poems from 2019: ‘Individuality’
I started to make up words in 2019.
They cover me up in a false appearance.
They support me with an unbalanced coherence.
I look in the mirror and see their typicality.
They watch me struggle through prescribed change.
They bottle up my heart and make me feel strange.
I know they just want me to match their normality.
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They smile and peacefully welcome me in.
They tell me that I will burn for my sin.
I wonder if they even understand “hospitality”.
They have faces and stories more twisted than mine.
They disguise them with masks which are delicate and fine.
I see past and straight through to their grim actuality.
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I escape from my bonds, heart leading the way.
I leave without thought and with no more to say.
They seem to now glimpse my unique whimsicality.
I don’t want or need to fit in their mould.
I feel my heart swell as it turns to gold.
They still don’t understand their effect on marginality.
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I now stand with others in proud solidarity.
We always express our unconditionality.
About the Creator
annie harper
Just an actor from Central Queensland, writing some short stories and poetry. I hope you find one you like <3
TW: a lot of my work contains mentions of self-harm, suicide, death, abuse, and mental illness. Please be gentle with yourself.


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