❤️peace prayer: forgiving sister Maria at the Grave Site of Luminous Liberation ❤️南無觀世音菩薩

it starts with love. . . obituary

. . . . . . . Namo Guan Shi Yin Pusa 南無觀世音菩薩 . .

. . . . . Kwan Yin Healing Mantra, Hearing the Cries of the World . .

praying and forgiving my sister maria. . .

南無觀世音菩薩

praying for healing . . 

remembering my loving older sister. . . 

fighting mean bullies and sitting on them. . . 

telling them she will kill them next time if they try. . . .

smiling because my sister loved me with all her heart. . .

南無觀世音菩薩

praying for healing . . 

not understanding english. . 

remembering my sister maria. . . 

reading children's books to me to teach me English . . .

telling our north korean mother to stop speaking korean . . .

南無觀世音菩薩

praying for healing . . 

having my father abuse us. . . 

beating us up and taking our clothes off. . .

doing vile things to us nightly and secretly. . . 

becoming siblings that feared our father would kill us.. . .

南無觀世音菩薩

praying for healing. . ..

both of us having cancer. . . 

hearing my sister cry of the pain . . 

exploding and telling me to die a terrible death. . . 

crying because my hero was dying and died a terrible death. .

repeating this from the goddess of compassion mantra.

. . Namo Guan Shi Yin Pusa 南無觀世音菩薩 . . .

. . . . . Namo Guan Shi Yin Pusa 南無觀世音菩薩 . . .

. . . . . . . .. .Namo Guan Shi Yin Pusa 南無觀世音菩薩 . . .

南無觀世音菩薩

surviving cancer, once and twice. . .

discovering my sister Maria,

dying of cancer, not being invited to her funeral . .

walking randomly to any grave site. .

finding a grave, not looking at the name. .

imagining this is where my sister is buried. . .

repeating this from the goddess of compassion mantra.

. . Namo Guan Shi Yin Pusa 南無觀世音菩薩 . . .

. . . . . Namo Guan Shi Yin Pusa 南無觀世音菩薩 . . .

. . . . . . . .. .Namo Guan Shi Yin Pusa 南無觀世音菩薩 . . .

南無觀世音菩薩

. . . rest in peace

. . . . . . . . rest in peace

. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . .. . rest in peace