P!ck a p3rsonalitee 4 freeeeeee

angry feelings before i have the chance to feel them...spent all day perfecting what was meant to b broken, i would love to sit here and be the entertainment, happy bubbly not bitchy you know...

since when did anything go right. for once, in my damn life SOMETHING I DESPERATLY NEEDED. trying so hard always for nothing. Even harder to be strong, give up cold turkey DDDDDDDRUUUUUGGGGGSSSSSSSSSS yea another reason im so sad, all of a sudden i give a shit I LIKED BEING DUMB!!! niave delusional numb..happyness be gone???? poof just like dat huh...unbelievable

i messed up again tonight, gave in to my desires. i felt so sad, twisted, horrified! trapped in my life, my nightmares, my horrible terrible ugly tragedy life..............................................................................................

am i mentally f88cked this bad, or trying to b interesting. idk who i am anymore but im falling apart.

edgy sinister demented demonic personality inside deep (on the surface BIG smiles yay happy funn girly)

i want to be normal, wanted, accepted, respected, valued. im not gothic or emo not a teen anymore just CYNICAL ADULTING

Failure who forgot the fun... wish i could go back

young and reckless

daring pretty disaster.

all of a sudden an obstacle before i was just complicated. All the same monochrome synchronized brains

sad eyes who forgot the sun

we were liars, always were