OCTOBER FIRE

Astrology in motion

Told through movement, poetry, and sound.

THE FIRE INSIDE ME IS ALIVE IT INVITES ME

into this sacred realm where everything is possible

contemplating my dreams as if they're asking me to escape something

so far from my reach, but at my fingertips it grips me and

pulling harder and harder and

pushing over and under it pulls me

winds me around the landscape in front of me that told me there was no escaping this

and how hard is it to save us from this?

from this surely abyss abcyst I find on my teeth and in my lungs

IM EXPLODING WITH LOVE

and oh, how hard it can be to love. to feel love. to want love from another. how other?

but living this existence where, at the very core of my being, all I have ever known and will know, is love.

what else is there?

the rest doesn't make sense.

its nonsense. streaming from a voiceless, consciousness. made by frequencies that were never supposed to cross our wires. how unaquired, co-conspired?

conspiracy.

is actually where we find the greatest alchemy.

for its when we conspire to desire and entwire something else, something bigger than all else. that's where we can spark something BIG

that's where the flames fire and the water dances and the air transpires and the earth beats its eternal rhythm.

to the utmost presence. that is us, in this very moment. cultivating all of these things.

activating them.

on fertile ground.

conspiring to trust. in ourselves. in something bigger, and better, than OUR SELVES.

whats that smell?

sending flames into my predators throats

my backs ON FIRE

don't stress though, cause I just express it like little kisses glitter that glimmers inhibited flickers of false hope,

better get in line, cause you know what's right its up tight set right overnight glowingggggg is what keeps you up at night.

Have felt so uninspired for all these years, but I just look back at your beautiful faces and it almost brings me to tears.