Ice.
That’s how it stings.
Rather, I wish it burned.
I wish for my skin to feel the warm sensation of a burning flame
and shrivel and fall apart
like paper.
No.
I wish it could soak up the water.
Let it flow all around, absorb everything and then
evaporate into the air,
turning into cloud.
My thoughts are with you skin,
And with you,
I carry the tune.
My deepest conviction is my deepest regret,
For I understand the meaninglessness of myself
The meaninglessness of whatever I allowed myself to endure
This pain which I should’ve been able to wield
Like a writer to his pen.
I failed him.
On paper, he had expected me to give him the world
And yet
I chose to disobey.
My feelings, for whatever I feel, or felt
That ridiculous illusion
This pointless game
All led to this:
The void.
The nothing.
The no one.
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Mihaela Vasileva
I write based on heart. I love based on thought. I think based on truth.
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