N. (Part Two)

you still using that word

you still using that MOTHERFUCKING word right

“nigger”

fine

have it your way

if that’s what you wanna call me

that’s what i gotta be den

i mean, if you think about it

you said it, not me

the shit not so much of a fad now

is it

you let them rappers make you think that it was cool,

didn’t you

you still using that word

you still using that MOTHERFUCKING word right

you see, i’m the ghost of that slave you killed in 1866

i’m the ghost of every civil rights leader you bastards in the CIA assassinated

i’m the ghost of every person who died from crack in 1986,

that entire era alone had swarms of deaths

i’m the ghost of every rapper that died in the 90s and 2000s

i’m the ghost of XXXTentacion

i’m the ghost of that boy in the hoodie you gunned down

TRAYVON

does his name sound familiar, is it ringing any bells

i did go to school with a few of his cousins but

as i write this poem they couldn’t be reachable for comment

Zimmerman, i’m about to take YOUR hood off

ahem – head, i mean

this rule of the Aryans?

one word: done

it’s gonna be fires and riots all over this place

i’m ready to see this piece of shit country burn to the GODDAMN ground

i just might torch the shit myself

starting with the District of Columbia

i’m tired of America and it’s democracy

this orange clown got the government shut down

because he ran out of funding for a wall

not that he had any to begin with

that won’t do shit, we still got air and sea so there are

many ways to sneak into this hell hole

not that i would want to

i’d turn around and leave if i were you

did you know that every major city in America

has been built over INDIAN GRAVES

that’s why it’s so cursed, it’s why we had 9/11

it’s why we got mass shooters shooting up the public

that “nigger” has been reincarnated

that “nigger” will live on

that “nigger” will multiply

killing me is not going to change shit

you’re going to fuck yourself if you do that

you been fucked, i mean u should’ve

kept your ass in Europe to begin with

keep your women to yourself, don’t worry we will fuck them next

right after “nigger” takes over the world

no one told you to go to Africa either

you been fucked, this ghost’s dick is too hard right now

he needs a fine piece of pussy on it

you still using that word

you still using that MOTHERFUCKING word right

“nigger”

i got something for those spooks trained to turn against me too

you can die right alongside your massa

i know that he paid you off to silence me

care to disclose the sum

he ain’t learn, so it’s obvious you didn’t either

i don’t care if we got the same melanin

you’re a traitor

i don’t care if we got the same melanin

KOOLAID doesn’t taste that great anyway

and you wonder why you get diabetes before the age of twenty-five

you didn’t watch Soul Food

you fools eating the same food that killed Big Momma in the first place

stupid

gout ain’t no joke, that’s the first sign of cardiac arrest

you see, these eyes know how to spot lies

i see through them just like infrared

i’m setting your entire project to flames

fuck your trap, bitch

i’m slaughtering all your “homies”

fuck your gang, bitch

i’m destroying your entire ghetto

fuck your block, bitch

the white man owned it anyway

you were about to get priced out of that shit hole

don’t get pissed at me, i did you ungrateful coons a favor

if anything, you should thank me

i saved you from yourselves

that honkie was never your friend

he controlled you for his own gain

you still using that word

you still using that MOTHERFUCKING word right

“nigger”

color me surprised

i know y’all won’t stop saying it

color me surprised

i won’t stop haunting you

color me surprised

you have been cursed for eternity