MY PLAYGROUND

The Voices In My Head Are The Playground For My Thoughts

Yelling, Screaming, Doors Slamming .Moms Crying He Hit Her Again.

Hurt By Words Scared By Violence, Raised Voices Silent Tears Childhood Fears.

My Thoughts Keep Flowing Without Me Knowing.

I Was A Child So Innocent And True. He Told Me To Play A Game. Did He Have No Shame? He Stole My Innocence That Very Day. Did He Ever Feel Guilty For Hurting A Child? You Didnt Believe Me Said It Was All In My Head.

The Nightmare Never Ended Till That Very Day He Took is Last Breath. I Knew Then I Could Finally Be Free.

At School Im Called Bad Names. So I Put On A Smile Pretend Everythings Fine. It Works For A While, Always Attacking Me Putting Me Down. I needed You To Be There To Defend Me Be On My Side But You Were Always To busey With Guy After Guy.

When I Got Angry And Wanted To Die, you Just Locked Me Away, YOu Didnt Even try.

Holding My Pillow Tight crying Inside, Is Mommy Coming Back Or Did She Forget That Im Alive?

Never Did Anything To Hurt You, But It Was Always You Before Me. Always Poor Pitiful Pathetic Me. Did You Ever Stop To Think What Your Doing To Me?

I Felt So Alone Tried To Make You Love Me But You Left Me No Choice But To Walk Alone

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