My Mind

My Mind

Has a thousand different reasons to hate you

My heart

Has one, the most superficial but important

Like a drifting ship

My emotions wander this lonely ocean.

Hoping, Praying for a lighthouse.

Guide me through this storm.

The Last

Rock in the tunnel

Anticipating, the moment you discover what's inside.

But disappointment pushes you another way.

Missing a treasure amongst

Empty Crates.

A tear falls

It all comes crashing down.

Yet Still i rise.

Yes

I am an Actress

My hurt, sadness

depression.

Consoling myself, when no one dared.

Smiling when my heart breaks.

Glass shattering, earth shakes

Volcano Spouting

Acid Rain.

Mediating all that pain

Away.

Toxic

I am Raw

The pulsations

unexplained equations

Clues played in succession

Yet Clueless

Where did positive go?

Did he run away with love?

No need to fear.

My darlin, Im here, fighting

Hidden under these rock.

And I smile

I am not alone

Yet i am lonely

floating on this desolate

Dark blue Sea.

One day

I find the light house

And let myself be guided home.

Until them

I shall wait for the passage of time