My Energy

I've been painting pictures that don't make sense to me.

Corrupting what I use to breathe.

The belief I use to carry.

I've been marrying things together that I wouldn't usually marry.

These colors are too dark for my energy to absorb.

Burn the frames so I won't hang them.

I'd be dammed if they become...

Useful,

Entertainment-

Eye candy for people's soul.

I won't let others believe this is who I am now.

I am light!

This doesn't compose of anything bright enough to be me.

I am the sunshine!

But this is more than the rain.

Let me pause for a second.

Let me believe in fairies again.

Maybe I need some pixie dust.

All this darkness is not good for my energy.

Throw away these colors.

Get me a new brush too.

Maybe I should just use my hands...

I need to sparkle like fairies do.