My Bloody Bullies

They were my days

When my mind was away

I only see eyes

And I hear thousands laughs

They were voices in my silent heart

One look at them was a pondering vibe

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Sarcasm, I love them

Hatred, Still I was in love

Their smile was a sham

I was not ashamed

Nothing I had

They were my bloody bullies

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Buddies?

Bullies?

Bodies?

A quick respond

And my mind was away

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One doesn’t live with no buddies

One doesn’t survive with no body

When my mind was away

They were my body

Thanks to them

I survive the burying

But the bullying was always there

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They were so close

They were so there

My eyes would never close

They were my never-ending fire

And I preferred it fire

Though inside I was burning

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They were

I couldn’t help

But bear

The laughs

The glances

The fingers

And the unobvious smiley mouths

Nothing was void

Cause I was

Guyed at