Mom I know your out there

Not a day passes by where I don’t think about you,not a day passes by without wanting a hug from you….

The day I departed from you was the day I wish it never would if happened…..

The years have changed drastically and all I want is for this relationship to just be a part of me…..

I text you every so often but my heart just aches for you but you wouldn’t know what to do…..

My anger is out of control why won’t you let me into your life? You’re supposed to be my savior,my brick wall my backbone to fall on…. What now?

The years have changed my anger is spiraling out of control why won’t you be here for me? Why won’t you feel the need to call me? Am I really asking to much?

I feel like I’m in a daycare and everyones mother picked them up but I’m still waiting for my mom to pick me up….. I’m here waiting for you to pull up and take me home…

It’s kind of getting lonely and scared in this daycare world of mine without you in it…. Everyone has gone home and departed from this ship in their own way. Im just sitting watching the clock tick day by day.

I miss your touch,I miss how I would lay next to you giving you chills on your back,I miss how you comforted me and were there for me…..

Oh mommy will you ever return to me?