We fight
I walk away
Each step I take scares me, it's frightening
It hurts but it's necessary
I can't just let myself fall into unwilling forgiveness because
I'm scared to lose you
This is all so silly
It would be much easier to just talk to you
Why do we do this?
It's so silly, isn't it?
All this back and forth
All this heartache
All this to say...I Love You
Even though I walk away, every step only brings me right back to you
Let's end this here
My love
I'm tired too, I'm only hurting you
If I were a better woman, I would stay and try to make it work
But my heart is small and truth be told
I've elected to be selfish and use what little love I have left
for me
To heal
There's nothing noble about it really, I simply want to run away and come back when im a ''Better person'' just like I always do
Though it'll only make you angry... knowing you
Because you love me
And this is silly.
About the Creator
Amanda
Angst? Just an esoteric soul wrapped up in 21st-century BS hoping one day it'll make sense where I fit into all of it; one day I'll see the light at the end of the tunnel. For now... I write because if I spoke, the words might be lost


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