#metoo

she'll never be a "shiny happy" type of girl, the ones who were always busy with travel, friends and swim meets those who grew up having it all figured out she's the "messy happy" kind, who loves in extremes and bleeds when she does, the one who needs a little bit more, because they've taken too much every time that she's loved they've sucked out her soul, she's been broken, bruised and abused! those types of cuts leave scars that don't easily close. she will write about darkness because she's seen it too much, there's no way to disguise it, but she'll try for him, try to fit in, until she can't anymore. she'll grow up battling demons without ever knowing that her passion and heart to save others is the reason she’s haunted. she'll be too hard on herself and try to make up and she may need a pill or two to quiet the noise. you won't see her in the mall, the beach or the club, you can find her in the shadows underneath a willow tree, filling pages with words that remind her to try to keep smiling, because it doesn't come easily unless she's helping another. she's kind, she's tougher than she thinks, she will shine brighter than everyone else, more than those perfect girls, once she realizes that what makes her so special is that she was able to pick up her broken pieces and put herself back together all on her own.