
I used to sit in corners
that were my borders
hoping to be unseen.
Doodling in magazines,
while the little girl that resides and hides inside painted in the dark.
Until one day, I gave her a small flame.
She started around my lungs with her cave paintings.
I could feel her blues in my sighs
and her opaque black brush strokes made me breath heavy.
I was an adolescent reject.
I think that was her favorite subject.
When she was upset she painted my stomach in dark reds.
I could see green through my eyeballs.
Nothing I did was ever good enough.
I wanted the corner office,
but all I did was take barked orders.
She beat the paint on my inner chest.
I had to say something,
I had to contest.
I looked inside and screamed,
"What do you want?!"
She handed me the brush and said give them your art.
Suddenly, I seen it
and not like a dream
but like a beautiful portrait
with not a flaw to be seen.
Pinks and yellows.
Oranges and teal.
It was like a garden of possibilities
with every color to with every color to steal.
Iam an artist.
It is all I can ever be.
The little girl that resides inside
was never hiding
she was setting me free.

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