Lost In My Mind

Forever lost here in my mind. I think about it all the time. What would happen if everything just stopped. If my life were just dropped.

I'm lost here because, I don't know how to speak. I'm too weak to talk to people about what I'm feeling. Instead I spend all my time concealing.

About what I'm feeling about everything. I just wish I could keep on dreaming instead of screaming at myself about what I've done "wrong."

I just wish for once that I could feel happy instead of being all sappy and sad. For once I want to stop lying saying that I'm "fine." I just want to be "fine" I just want to feel alright.