Lost in Love

was it all a lie?

did you mean all of what you said?

do you even love me like you say you love me?

do you even care, that i’m not there?

so many chances i have given you.

so many times i forgave you.

so many truths that were lies.

but i’m the one left alone to sit and cry.

i gave all the life i had left in me.

to the point i questioned “am i happy?”

can i say the love was real

no! because you cheated on me still.

why’d i even turn and go back,

when you don’t spare a second glance. and pay attention to that

hurt in my voice, and tears in my eyes..

but i promise you, this is the last time.

i’m a fool when it came to you

but now games over and you won by 2

guess you couldn’t play your cards right

i found out your play , it wasn’t air tight.

you slipped up and became careless in trying to play both of us.

when all you really did is just betray our trust.

well mines for real not sure about her

and she says she’s moving on, but it’s me that you hurt.

you’re a liar and a cheat, and i rather to never ever speak

i wait for the day when your heart becomes weak

and the only way you’re happy is when your heart is with me

so why play these games, but i’ll just wait and see

how far you can last with all this suffering.

i’ve always been loyal, no matter the distance

but you couldn’t do it, you had to have a mistress.

was i really that bad, was i not enough

i guess i’m hard to handle, and all i gave you was love.

why did i deserve this, what did i do?

i scream from my lungs but i know i can never hate you.

i wish i could and i wish that i did

maybe i’d be stronger and way easier to get over this.

but they was right i should’ve listened

when all you told were lies , yeah you forgot to mention..

her and what’s her name from two years ago

but i was always there and it’s me that’s a hoe?

your confused and immature guess foster kids can’t love

because when they get what is real, they wanna act tough.

and this the last time you hurt me i promise you’ll regret it

but i’ll cover my scars from my tears with a water proof bandage.

i tried to stay away and myself out your life

because if i gave in again i knew it wouldn’t be right.

so here i go moving on so don’t even bother

because this year is all me and losing you is my starter.