lost

Feeling lost in a sea of the privileged

And the cost of having to live with

The denial of progression

And my wild obsession

Intrinsic contradiction

Difficult distinction

Staring out into the spectrum

I don’t know the effect of

My convolution

My confusion

I fall down without a helmet

I don’t have protection from this

I didn’t know that I was hellbent

To hide the reflection of bliss

Why do I wish for fury?

Why do I wish for glory?

Why do I slip in the flurry?

Why do I downplay my story?

The maze of questions

The craze of deceptions

The ways of corrections

And the days that I test them