Little Space

I deeply contemplate every night.

Searching for a chubby white man to hold me tight.

Kiss my forehead and tell me everything will be alright.

I yearn for attention but I won’t ask .

Just tell them how you feel,is not a simple task.

For years I looked for ways to cope .

But being in little space has given me hope .

I’m more vulnerable and sweet as can be.

But for others interpret differently.

I’m younger Im this place 3-6.

But it’s not weird this coping skill does exist.

I’m able to be free.

And you can see the softest it’s part of me.

The reasons I look for bigger ,articulate stern man.

If anyone could be cuddly bear I know you can.

With you I can I know I will grow.

I know I am stubborn but you handle this show.

I love giving control you’ve earned it.

But once I give it to you can not split.

I can be be clingy and so vulnerable in the mindset.

It’s not a kink that’s what others don’t get.

I have stuffies,reward cards,and cute pajamas but it’s more than that.

It’s me feeling safe, providing comfort,control and that’s a fact.

Caring for a little can be tiring at times.

But it’s not bailing me out of jail for crimes.

It’s a privilege to have the special role once you receive.

It’s hard to give and even harder to let the person leave .

For me it’s all I ever asked for is to find that balance .

And with you I would love that chance.

I’ll give you my all.

And you’re my big man and I’ll stand right beside as you stand tall.

I’m sure you’ve notice certain signs that did show.

But there’s so much to this little space you should know.

I’m able to cuddle with you and I feel safe secure.

You’re also a guide for me when im not sure.

You’re a life coach,father,teacher and I don’t mind the lecture.

You’re all In one.

You just don’t realize what all you’ve done.

I appreciate you more than any guy in this world I must say.

I just hope you accept me this way.

You’re everything I could ask for in a man and if anyone that could fill this void I know you can!