~Little Machine!~
A Very Real Disorder, from young child abuse and neglect in the family and the people and other young children also suffering in the same community of vulnerability and exposure, that gets little attention but is desperately needing to be talked about! Chronic masturbation... a body's urgent and constant cry of discomfort for need around Love that is needed but not being received and a constant cry for wanting the ongoing abuse and trauma to STOP, but being to young and powerless to be able to do anything about it! I'm posting this today in honor and memory of the legacy of Sinead O'Connor (Dec 8th, 1966-July 26th,2023) and her career being a loud voice and advocate for children and other people who have suffered in the life and at the hands of abuse! I hope that what I share here today will help make a difference for someone! I am grateful for my gift and being alive still to continue sharing its power with others! AMEN!

~Little Machine!~
Little machine
Please Stop,
You don''t know what it means
Little machine,
Please...
Stop being mean,
I can't take it anymore
What am I supposed to do?
How does a girl
Whose been raped too much,
Learn how to use you?
Little machine
Please stop wanting to go off,
It never gets us anywhere
And it's never ever fair,
There will always be something wrong
With what's going on there,
So please, little machine...
Stop!
You just make things worse
Little machine,
Please stop
Being mean,
I want to be clean
Inside and out,
I don't want to cry
Or feel sick to my stomach anymore,
Because of what is going on down there.
A reminder of all the love we've never had
It just isn't fair,
And every time you want a touch
You're just making things worse
For the Both of us!
So please, stop it...
Little machine,
Stop trying to fix us and make things work
Only love and enough time to heal
Will ever work for what's gone on,
For what's gone wrong
For us!
Little machine
Please Stop,
You don't know what it means
Little machine,
How do I make you understand
How cruel this thing is
That's going on underneath it all...
When the desire is for physical reality
You just have to leave things be.
How does a girl
Whose been RAPED
TOO MUCH,
Get that through
To the Little Machine,
That always wants
For something...
It NEVER GETS?
Little machine!
written by,
Jennifer
aka A Girl named Blue!
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