
Sometimes
I will lie prone in a field
on my belly,
feeling the pulse of my blood in my hips,
feet,
armpits.
I’ll sigh to melt my ribs
and soft middle
into the hairy ground,
and I will look up sideways at the
trees and sky and gravestones.
I know the earth
and everything on it is too
multitudinous to pass through my
eyes, ears, mouth.
Yes, even the most minuscule slice will not
fit.
It is better for me to mold myself
like a child against the bulge of the dirt,
to lean my ear to its mouth.
I will notice the millimeter skeletons of
flowers
falling
from branches overhead
with aphids like parachuters clinging.
They fall on my book and hike its creamy pages (like the Alps)
then fall from the very vertical cliff (like the White Cliffs of Dover)
to make landing, confused, moments later,
on my plaid fleece blanket.
“What planet is this?”
as they stride and plummet over, under,
around the loose filaments of fabric that
curve wickedly in their way.
And I will ignore the ambient hum of
Industry’s babies, whining
in the background
incessantly as an airplane, a car, a siren, a lawn mower, a flood of people moving on a strip of road.
Sounding a dull roar like an ocean but not an ocean.
I will not let it overtake the birds’
complicated whistles
or even a fly buzzing
or the demure rustle of the
unreciprocated colloquy
of the summer-heavy
leafed limbs
of cemetery trees
that maybe could be
actually only
mumbling to themselves,
though I will listen.
I’m too little not to.


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