Letting Myself Love You
The best and worst thing I'll ever do
At the sound of your voice I was bound to fall
Powerless against your siren call
Every moment in close proximity
Invites a dangerous vulnerability
Wine red flags go up but my guard is down
The alarm bells sound
Too late now to turn around
It's like you’re an unstoppable force
And I’m an immovable object
Two lives on a collision course
Taking off like a rocket
Like two cars crashing head-on
What once was weak now seems strong
Everything I thought I knew feels wrong
The best and worst thing I’ll ever do
Is letting myself love you
One look at you and inhibition dies
Drowned in a pair of oceanic eyes
Every moment with your hand in mine
Emotions I can’t keep in line
Walls fall like a guillotine blade
And there’s no escape
I can’t be saved
It’s like you’re a raging wildfire
And I’m a melting polar ice cap
Two opposites come down to the wire
Like lightning before the thunderclap
LIke a jet gone into a nosedive
From darkness, hope now springs alive
What I thought died in me somehow survives
The only thing that still holds true
Is letting myself love you
About the Creator
Morgan Rhianna Bland
I'm an aroace brain AVM survivor from Tennessee. My illness left me unable to live a normal life with a normal job, so I write stories to earn money.

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