Leave Me Alone

If I force it then I will be unhappy

If I’m trusting God why do I have to beg others for it

What is for me will come to me

What isn't won’t

I want a place that fits my personality

Not A place where I have to change who I am

Feel uncomfortable

And do the most just to get it

Then I will be unhappy like you people

Unfilled like you

Your what if is your own fears

And God is not in that

So I am at peace

And not worried

This seasons I am only doing what God's tells me to do

No offense Mama, but you've been leading me to dead ends

And putting your fears into me and the whole family

They don’t think I can get a job on my own

All your routes were chosen because of you

These door that are open are because they choose me

Not doing things just because you said or asked so

See the difference

Now leave me alone

And let me do things on my own

You know I'm a ticking time bomb

Don't push me

This time I mean it