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Learning How To Breathe

For my Firstborn

By Emilie TurnerPublished 5 months ago 1 min read

They all say “it will be beautiful”

but no one said

how silence can deafen.

A routine appointment

turned into so much more.

Meeting you early

was not the plan.

I was a storm of questions,

belly stretched tight.

What if I break?

What if you do?

Why can I no longer keep you safe?

I stared into blue eyes,

A hand gripping tight.

Beeping monitors, scrambling feet,

your heartbeat

slowing.

Slowing.

Gone.

Time twisted.

Pain blurred.

I remember a hand

gripping me tight.

I remember the doctor’s eyes.

The rush. The fear.

I remember not breathing.

Praying.

Believing.

Then.

you.

A small squeal

Then a loud cry

My walls came down.

Hard.

Fast.

They placed you

on my chest,

skin to skin,

heart to heart.

And in that moment,

the world stood still.

No doctors, no monitors.

Just you.

You didn’t know my name.

But you knew me.

I had never met you.

Yet I knew you.

Strangers

And yet so much more.

You blinked.

I wept.

The room was quiet

except for new love

learning how to breathe.

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About the Creator

Emilie Turner

I’m studying my Masters in Creative Writing and love to write! My goal is to become a published author someday soon!

I have a blog at emilieturner.com and I’ll keep posting here to satisfy my writing needs!

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  • Dharrsheena Raja Segarran5 months ago

    Omggg, I'm so relieved that both of you are okay. Loved your poem!

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