Last, lost

Lost in me,

I want to escape,

I want to get out of me,

I want not me,

anymore.

Lost in lust,

one may say,

worse pain one may have.

I need to do,

much more,

before go,

but this heavy rock,

is a hard thing to work on.

I crawl,

I search a light,

somewhere inside me,

but everything is so opaque,

oh how lost,

in time of happiness,

I didn't tought of this more.

Sad is nothing now,

apathy has come by,

no feelings arise,

a void,

not even a smile,

out of my soul.

Faded destiny,

of my own work