Ladder To Paradise
Outmatching my expectations

I magically discovered a ladder, a ladder to nowhere
It’s truly possible or so I believed of my expectations,
I pondered deeply, do I have the necessary courage
To begin to climb, yes I’m deserving congratulations.
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Rung after rung, I climb up towards I know not where
I feel trepidation and fear as my heart begins to race,
After another rung or two, I hold and glance around me
Convinced all I’ll find at the top is more open space.
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I discover my determination and continue to climb
As I gaze upwards, all I see are fluffy white clouds,
Now I’m excited, surely there is more than empty space
There’s bound to be, or the ladder would not be allowed.
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The surreal feeling of other worlds as I enter the divine
The airy cleanliness of the fluffy light misty blue sky,
I continue my trek onwards, upwards, rung upon rung
Climbing faster as I realise I will need to climb so high.
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Finally, I view the top of the ladder, precariously leaning
What do you think — will it be bare sky or sheer paradise,
I’ll place a small wager that you have it all totally wrong
As I bet there will be bliss, a city of love, to be more concise.
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At last, I touch the very last rung, higher than my dreams
And my head breaks cover so I can see, pure perfection,
A pristine glass castle surrounded by fields of blooms
And everywhere groups of wingless angels in all directions.
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I venture further and the crowd stops, turns and smiles
As a few of those angels begin to meander towards me,
Tears pour from my eyes as I recognise every one of them
My soul mate, a lost child, my best friend and my family.
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They lead me silently to a food covered pedestal table
And seat me on the mushrooms growing freely by its side,
Yes I’m crying, but my tears are of pure happiness and joy
Noticing everyone missing from my life, as they’d all died.
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I stay for what seems like days but is only a few hours
As we fill our hearts with all our love, happiness and peace,
It’s time to wander back to that ladder leading me home
As I say my goodbyes now all my sorrow’s been released.
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Colleen Millsteed
My first love is poetry — it’s like a desperate need to write, to free up space in my mind, to escape the constant noise in my head. Most of the time the poems write themselves — I’m just the conduit holding the metaphorical pen.
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Another great piece of poetry by you Colleen. I wishi could write poetry like you